Post by Matthew Walker on Jan 12, 2011 5:59:10 GMT -5
[]Post edited, see Girlfriend in the Incinerator for more details.[]
It was already dark when Matt came too, his face pressed against the carpet. His head was pounding and he groggily pulled himself to his feet. In an instant he was fully awake, eyes darting about his small house. There was no furniture left, the house burned to a skeleton from the fiery struggle. Matt Sharpened hard and fast, the pain in his head threatening to drown him as he ran through the small space.
"CASTER!?! CASTER!?!" He called frantically, tearing the place apart as he searched fruitlessly for her. But he already knew she wasn't there. He could feel it. Deep down near his gut, right where he had once felt her presence pulsing like a second heartbeat. Nothing. She was gone, and there was nothing he could do about it.
Wearily he sank to his knees, shoulders drooping in defeat. I couldn't protect her. Just like my father. Just like my mother. He ground his teeth, seething rage boiling up inside him. He had always had a temper. He knew that and had always gone out of his way to be gentle and friendly and personable. To not let the little things get under his skin. But this time it wasn't a river of lava beneath the surface. It was a roiling flow down the face of the volcano.
"I'LL FIND YOU!" He shouted to the empty air, his voice filled with helpless rage. "I'LL FIND YOU, DO YOU HEAR! I'LL FIND YOU AND I'LL MAKE YOU WISH YOU WERE NEVER BORN!"
With one more determined set to his shoulders he rose, snatching the scrap of notebook paper off the wall and stuffing it into his pocket. He burst onto the street looking frantically left and right before picking a direction and setting off. He couldn't come back. But he would find the one who had taken his Caster.
The soles of his shoes slapped the pavement as he ran. He wouldn't let something like a little scratch, he winced and twisted again, favoring his left side, stop him from doing his duty. Especially not that the war had started.
And he had realized something in the battle earlier that day. Two things in fact. He knew that Caster was stronger than him. That he was the observer and that she was the warrior. But he had realized that, whatever the cost to himself, whatever the risk, he didn't want to see her hurt. To see her in danger. Now that he was away from her things seemed clearer and more muddled at the same time. Clearer because he didn't have her presence there distracting him and scattering his thoughts. More muddled because he couldn't piece together what he felt for her. What it love? Simple attraction? Why did he want to see her safe? Just the common decency any red blooded man would have for protecting a woman? Or something more? Now alone on the darkened streets of the city with some time to himself to mull things over he realized that she WAS beautiful. But the way he felt about her seemed amplified whenever he actually looked at her. Whatever he felt he felt tenfold in her presence. Like a spell. Perhaps she...
Matt put the thought out of his head. But deep in his subconscious the insidious worm of suspicion remained.
Matt's second realization had also been about a woman, but not about Caster. It was the magus, the Master, that had come to his rescue with her servant on the street. Emma? Yes, Emma. He had seen her. He had looked deep into her eyes. And he had realized something. He couldn't kill her. He couldn't even lift a finger to harm her. My god, what am I doing here? He wondered to himself. He was there to compete in the grail war. But he knew himself. He knew he would never be able to kill anyone. So if I have no chance of winning, why am I here?
He pondered his purpose, his steps measured as he walked down the dark street. He didn't know why he was there or what he wanted. No, he knew what he wanted. I don't want anyone to get hurt. I don't want any one to die.
The thought was like a lightbulb had gone off in his head. He knew what his purpose was. If I can't hope to win this thing that I will at least strive to see that nobody else has to get hurt. I'll become a Protector. A safeguard.
One hitch remained in his plan, only slightly jarring his newfound determination. What would he tell caster?
He was just about to turn and go back when the overwhelming feeling of being watched came over him. The hair on the back of his neck stood up and he tensed, turning slowly around. He Sharpened, ignoring the sudden jolt of pain from his injures as his enhanced eyes peered through the darkness.
"Who's there!" He demanded of the shadows.
It was already dark when Matt came too, his face pressed against the carpet. His head was pounding and he groggily pulled himself to his feet. In an instant he was fully awake, eyes darting about his small house. There was no furniture left, the house burned to a skeleton from the fiery struggle. Matt Sharpened hard and fast, the pain in his head threatening to drown him as he ran through the small space.
"CASTER!?! CASTER!?!" He called frantically, tearing the place apart as he searched fruitlessly for her. But he already knew she wasn't there. He could feel it. Deep down near his gut, right where he had once felt her presence pulsing like a second heartbeat. Nothing. She was gone, and there was nothing he could do about it.
Wearily he sank to his knees, shoulders drooping in defeat. I couldn't protect her. Just like my father. Just like my mother. He ground his teeth, seething rage boiling up inside him. He had always had a temper. He knew that and had always gone out of his way to be gentle and friendly and personable. To not let the little things get under his skin. But this time it wasn't a river of lava beneath the surface. It was a roiling flow down the face of the volcano.
"I'LL FIND YOU!" He shouted to the empty air, his voice filled with helpless rage. "I'LL FIND YOU, DO YOU HEAR! I'LL FIND YOU AND I'LL MAKE YOU WISH YOU WERE NEVER BORN!"
With one more determined set to his shoulders he rose, snatching the scrap of notebook paper off the wall and stuffing it into his pocket. He burst onto the street looking frantically left and right before picking a direction and setting off. He couldn't come back. But he would find the one who had taken his Caster.
The soles of his shoes slapped the pavement as he ran. He wouldn't let something like a little scratch, he winced and twisted again, favoring his left side, stop him from doing his duty. Especially not that the war had started.
And he had realized something in the battle earlier that day. Two things in fact. He knew that Caster was stronger than him. That he was the observer and that she was the warrior. But he had realized that, whatever the cost to himself, whatever the risk, he didn't want to see her hurt. To see her in danger. Now that he was away from her things seemed clearer and more muddled at the same time. Clearer because he didn't have her presence there distracting him and scattering his thoughts. More muddled because he couldn't piece together what he felt for her. What it love? Simple attraction? Why did he want to see her safe? Just the common decency any red blooded man would have for protecting a woman? Or something more? Now alone on the darkened streets of the city with some time to himself to mull things over he realized that she WAS beautiful. But the way he felt about her seemed amplified whenever he actually looked at her. Whatever he felt he felt tenfold in her presence. Like a spell. Perhaps she...
Matt put the thought out of his head. But deep in his subconscious the insidious worm of suspicion remained.
Matt's second realization had also been about a woman, but not about Caster. It was the magus, the Master, that had come to his rescue with her servant on the street. Emma? Yes, Emma. He had seen her. He had looked deep into her eyes. And he had realized something. He couldn't kill her. He couldn't even lift a finger to harm her. My god, what am I doing here? He wondered to himself. He was there to compete in the grail war. But he knew himself. He knew he would never be able to kill anyone. So if I have no chance of winning, why am I here?
He pondered his purpose, his steps measured as he walked down the dark street. He didn't know why he was there or what he wanted. No, he knew what he wanted. I don't want anyone to get hurt. I don't want any one to die.
The thought was like a lightbulb had gone off in his head. He knew what his purpose was. If I can't hope to win this thing that I will at least strive to see that nobody else has to get hurt. I'll become a Protector. A safeguard.
One hitch remained in his plan, only slightly jarring his newfound determination. What would he tell caster?
He was just about to turn and go back when the overwhelming feeling of being watched came over him. The hair on the back of his neck stood up and he tensed, turning slowly around. He Sharpened, ignoring the sudden jolt of pain from his injures as his enhanced eyes peered through the darkness.
"Who's there!" He demanded of the shadows.