Post by Aela Atheling on Nov 1, 2010 16:34:29 GMT -5
~05:45
The ride had been somewhat uneventful, although from her occasionally opened eyes the view had been quite stunning. Otherwise the motion and the constant swaying... she felt like she could have lost the little tea she had to drink just thinking about it. Her mind was constantly trying to block the fact that she would have to return in the same way.
They had stopped about a three minute walk from the church, its large towers visible from the street she stood now. Cathedrals seemed to be constructed like castles to her, a bastion of defense that darkness would spill against and never breach. She had always been amazed at the castles in Normandy, and especially the tales about them, and their place in history. Her parents had humoured her many a time, taking her to Avranches, and its majestic towers, as well as many others.
Although she had not had much experience with the church, other than what was traditional for a magus in the Clock Tower. So she really did not know if they were a guard against the darkness, or the darkness itself. She had heard many stories, but often stories were just stories, no matter how enjoyable.
One thing the institution of the church did bring to the front of her mind was her reason, her goal in this war. They claimed that they could forgive, but she knew what she had done could not be forgiven, should not be forgiven. Something like that had to be fixed, or paid for, and that is what she would do. Forgiveness was not something one could attain easily, and the fact that they said such a thing often made her anger rise.
That was not important at this point, however. She needed information, and would accept it from whoever would give it, whoever actually had it. More than seven servants, either that or more than one Berserker class Servant. Both of them violated what she had read, what she had researched. Then again, what she had managed to get her hands on was rather thin and had not been hugely helpful.
Beowulf let her down off his shoulder. Once again she was surprised at the massive strength of a Servant. Leaping between buildings, climbing them and jumping huge distances. It was far beyond that of a normal human… far beyond. While amazing, she really wanted to stop thinking about it.
She carefully adjusted her clothes, checking once again her somewhat androgynous clothing carefully, and making sure none of her vials, or the flask had cracked. That would be a sore surprise if she had to fight. Thankfully all of them were still intact.
Her disguise had to be slightly shifted, padding out her waist with the vials on one side and flask on the other under her three layers to make her hips less obvious. The layers also served to cover her chest well enough, and she left her hair still a mess from the rooftop antics. If it looked less cared for it would lend itself less easily to a woman's hairstyle, or so she thought.
At least she was tall enough to pass off as slightly below average height for a man, if she was lucky not a single person would second guess her identity. Luck was not one of her strong points, however.
Then again this was supposed to be neutral ground. However there was only supposed to be one Berserker, she really wasn’t sure anymore, so it never hurt to be prepared. She carried no weapons herself, anyways, so at least she would not be the one to visibly break the peace.
She drew in a deep breath “Berserker,” She still had not found out what to call him in public, “I don’t think brining you inside the church will be a good idea, and even you staying in an actual, corporal form seems like a bad idea. So please take spirit form, Servant.” She held the chains, but would not jerk on them; she could afford to ask nicely.
His presence would still be near, she would feel him still even after his form dissipated, and her temperature would go down slightly as he sapped less prana from her. At least he could still communicate in spirit form, still hear her, but none other could hear him. It was useful, but even if she felt his presence he seemed further, and that could be dangerous. One strike from anywhere could kill her now.
That thought accompanied her all the way to the church and her breath was coming in ragged gasps as she constantly fought an urge to randomly look over her shoulder every couple seconds. She did not want to look suspicious, and yet she had to fight urges that would make her incredibly apparent.
One more breath she thought as she stepped before the large oak doors of the cathedral. Why was she so nervous? Maybe this was a stupid idea. She should have never come here. The church probably wouldn’t even tell her what was happening with their strict neutrality policy.
Yet she had come all this way. She had even taken small pains to disguise herself, and that would not fail unless someone looked at her closely, or she spoke louder than a whisper. And her servant would probably laugh at her. Even the thought of that made her grit her teeth.
Still she stalled though, asking her invisible servant, to calm herself as much as learn more about the church, "Berserker, what do you think of the church? What do you know of it. I am afraid I am somewhat ignorant regarding its policies, so perhaps if I knew more of its history..."
She would open the door after his response. That she promised herself. Fear of such a small thing as this was not an option.
The ride had been somewhat uneventful, although from her occasionally opened eyes the view had been quite stunning. Otherwise the motion and the constant swaying... she felt like she could have lost the little tea she had to drink just thinking about it. Her mind was constantly trying to block the fact that she would have to return in the same way.
They had stopped about a three minute walk from the church, its large towers visible from the street she stood now. Cathedrals seemed to be constructed like castles to her, a bastion of defense that darkness would spill against and never breach. She had always been amazed at the castles in Normandy, and especially the tales about them, and their place in history. Her parents had humoured her many a time, taking her to Avranches, and its majestic towers, as well as many others.
Although she had not had much experience with the church, other than what was traditional for a magus in the Clock Tower. So she really did not know if they were a guard against the darkness, or the darkness itself. She had heard many stories, but often stories were just stories, no matter how enjoyable.
One thing the institution of the church did bring to the front of her mind was her reason, her goal in this war. They claimed that they could forgive, but she knew what she had done could not be forgiven, should not be forgiven. Something like that had to be fixed, or paid for, and that is what she would do. Forgiveness was not something one could attain easily, and the fact that they said such a thing often made her anger rise.
That was not important at this point, however. She needed information, and would accept it from whoever would give it, whoever actually had it. More than seven servants, either that or more than one Berserker class Servant. Both of them violated what she had read, what she had researched. Then again, what she had managed to get her hands on was rather thin and had not been hugely helpful.
Beowulf let her down off his shoulder. Once again she was surprised at the massive strength of a Servant. Leaping between buildings, climbing them and jumping huge distances. It was far beyond that of a normal human… far beyond. While amazing, she really wanted to stop thinking about it.
She carefully adjusted her clothes, checking once again her somewhat androgynous clothing carefully, and making sure none of her vials, or the flask had cracked. That would be a sore surprise if she had to fight. Thankfully all of them were still intact.
Her disguise had to be slightly shifted, padding out her waist with the vials on one side and flask on the other under her three layers to make her hips less obvious. The layers also served to cover her chest well enough, and she left her hair still a mess from the rooftop antics. If it looked less cared for it would lend itself less easily to a woman's hairstyle, or so she thought.
At least she was tall enough to pass off as slightly below average height for a man, if she was lucky not a single person would second guess her identity. Luck was not one of her strong points, however.
Then again this was supposed to be neutral ground. However there was only supposed to be one Berserker, she really wasn’t sure anymore, so it never hurt to be prepared. She carried no weapons herself, anyways, so at least she would not be the one to visibly break the peace.
She drew in a deep breath “Berserker,” She still had not found out what to call him in public, “I don’t think brining you inside the church will be a good idea, and even you staying in an actual, corporal form seems like a bad idea. So please take spirit form, Servant.” She held the chains, but would not jerk on them; she could afford to ask nicely.
His presence would still be near, she would feel him still even after his form dissipated, and her temperature would go down slightly as he sapped less prana from her. At least he could still communicate in spirit form, still hear her, but none other could hear him. It was useful, but even if she felt his presence he seemed further, and that could be dangerous. One strike from anywhere could kill her now.
That thought accompanied her all the way to the church and her breath was coming in ragged gasps as she constantly fought an urge to randomly look over her shoulder every couple seconds. She did not want to look suspicious, and yet she had to fight urges that would make her incredibly apparent.
One more breath she thought as she stepped before the large oak doors of the cathedral. Why was she so nervous? Maybe this was a stupid idea. She should have never come here. The church probably wouldn’t even tell her what was happening with their strict neutrality policy.
Yet she had come all this way. She had even taken small pains to disguise herself, and that would not fail unless someone looked at her closely, or she spoke louder than a whisper. And her servant would probably laugh at her. Even the thought of that made her grit her teeth.
Still she stalled though, asking her invisible servant, to calm herself as much as learn more about the church, "Berserker, what do you think of the church? What do you know of it. I am afraid I am somewhat ignorant regarding its policies, so perhaps if I knew more of its history..."
She would open the door after his response. That she promised herself. Fear of such a small thing as this was not an option.